Honestly, I don’t even want to go to Chicago anymore. I’m only gonna go so no one gets mad at me for not going. I used to be excited about it, but now I am hating the idea. I want to see ASW, HWE, TAP & BYE again, but not if it means going through hell for four days. The drive up there will be the worst thing. I can’t be stuck in a small car with three people who annoy the shit out of me anymore. I don’t know how I am going to survive those couple days without committing suicide. That is honestly how I feel about this whole situation. Sorry for not liking my “friend” and her family anymore.